MISSunderstanding

change is the only constant

2012-02-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

All through these years, we keep looking.Looking for the perfect someone to suit our liking,yet the most basic is to love some imperfect perfectly.It pains my heart to see how I give it all to get nothing at all. I don't know who I can trust anymore, when I don't even trust myself to begin with. :(

All talk about love, but they don't know how to love

2012-02-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

c'est la vie part II : 不甘愿 , 不敢怨 ... 真的会有舍有得吗 ?? I always agree that Love's like life. It devalues when you start calculating it's worth. BUT what they don't know is Love not words win Arguements...

Love? Not?

2012-01-29T00:26:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I wonder when I will start writing about another someone close to my heart? Then I thought to myself, would I be penning down the happy moments first or the not so happy ones? Well I guess a little bit of both... :) Today, he played Mahjong with his family, so happy that he wasn't willing to leave with me even when I said I was going off. And the plus point, at least he came by abide

:(

2012-01-02T00:32:00.007+08:00

Haven't seen him in abit, yet he doesn't realise all my efforts...Going a long way just to see him for an hour...All the staying up to prepare valentine's day gift for him. I think, therefore I suffer. Really?? *frowns*

don't let the night end, don't let it end

2011-03-13T02:28:00.027+08:00

Flames to dust... like Lovers to friends. Why do all good things come to an end? Listening to this song at 2 am is no joke...Somehow I just know I won't see you tomorrow, so I guess I won't even flare, since I won't even hope. Women can always use the last 1% of love to give you everything, yet man, will only give their everything if you have 100% of their love. sigh :'(Haven't you seen my love?

when ♥♥ becomes ♥ or ...

2011-03-09T23:28:00.001+08:00

Yes I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Without the ♥ of my life, I'm just doing everything I could without a heart. So when can I ever make it big without a complete heart and soul? I guess anyone with a heart could have imagine what I've been going through. Sometimes I wish that I would fall asleep and wake up with you by my side.

head ache

2011-03-09T06:31:00.001+08:00

I woke up with a bad headache. and it's the first time in the past 22 years that my dad asked "你又去喝酒啊?" I nod my head, and he asked "为什么?" I just answered him "没有事啦，哎唷..." he patted my shoulder and walks away. I felt the heart wrench... but it's really no need for you and mummy to worry about me anymore. Anymore. It's just not worth.

Love the way you tear up my heart...

2011-03-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

Tears still drop down my cheek each time you're sad, angry or down.Even when I don't get to see you, have you, I still care... Those feelings so immense I can barely breath or move, needless to say to concentrate to do a simple task.I feel so weak, in the brain, in the heart, in my mind, on my own..on the way, alone.. but so what, what about you, did you even care?

moments :)

2011-02-14T22:55:00.019+08:00

Did I mention.. ?? the past week was the most unexpected and torturous week. A "love hate give take yes no", crazy week.but thankfully, i've got you. I appreciate all the little things. I know how tolerating you've been, i can feel it. thank you dear. you're best thing in my life despite all the nonsense i've been giving you. I don't know if this was a right choice, I know I might regret this,

2011-02-05T11:14:00.002+08:00

I put you first, you made me the last. I give you smiles but you made me frown. you fill me up, only to make me feel more empty. you're making your bad love onto mine... To give me all your love, is all I ever asked. cause what you don't understand... is me. Let tonight be the last time, i'll fall for you, ever again. but don't make me change my mind no more, please. Yours always, yL

明知我爱你

2010-11-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定但为何到如今我依然无法前进不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你我恨自己无能为力明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你我假装不在意反而痛了自己多痛都可以不能没有你只想永远永远爱你你知不知道我也没关系明知道我爱你假装不在意只想永远永远爱你你知不知道真的没关系我也没关系…没关系……

why?

2010-11-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

I was happy, I didn't tell him why. I was upset, I didn't tell him why. I was lost, I didn't tell him why. Maybe when I leave, I won't tell him why. What does everyone of us wants in life anyway? I need a shoulder to lean on, someone who knows me inside out will do, I'm simple.

and now I know

2010-10-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

I don't need a man, I don't need a champion. I need wise, my wise. maybe you'll know who, let him know I missed him. Eat, pray, Love.

thank you for your time

2010-10-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

The deeper the love, the colder the heart is. How contradicting right? maybe it's just like myself now. I guess no expectation, no disappointment. Well, somehow I really hope you are happy & contented in each day of your life. The movie was good though, better if it had deeper meaning. With love, yl

for the night, and the love.

2010-08-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

I just got my result, and I think I know why I don't wanna go on anymore. Besides, I'm starting to know... Life is not always a bed of roses, so you'll learn to cherish every single petal that you see along the way. missing someone doesn't meant loving, but loving someone means you'll care. I think I miss you. ♥

happy birthday?

2010-08-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

我应该很开心的，可惜我一直没把心里的话告诉你。也许这就是爱，回过头也会勇敢留下来，那你呢?I actually don't have no courage to talk to you about it.but it's still there. like what someone once told me.也许我的心也慢慢“为了你”而死了。。。我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切還愛你帶一點恨還要時間才能平衡熱戀傷痕幻滅重生祝我生日快乐

loving it =D

2010-08-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

it's the first time that I really dislike this.birthday tomorrow but I don't smell the slightest hint of happiness at all.maybe I'm just lying to myself.and did I mention? I love the way you lie.cause you stood there and watch me burn...

2010-07-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Let it go, let it be forgotten. Aiya, anyhow la. tsk.

20 July 2010

2010-07-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you're like a baby, every emotion's written all over.Sometimes you're so deep, I can barely fathom any of your actions.Did you already forget?? I think so......sigh Well, perhaps a sweet dream for me tonight please (:

"L" is for the way, you look at me

2010-07-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

All the things you seen me doing for you, only deserved a "thank you" So what about those things that you don't see yet I have done for you? When you're lost, you'll turn to me. What about me?

love, happy

2010-07-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

Honestly, apart from being alive, you're probably the second best thing that happened to me in my life.I do hope you think the same way about me too. :) Only thing is, we probably missed each other by that bit.All I know is, only one can give me that kind of heart pain, only one.I just know, I just know. Speechless. I need happiness without stress.

2010-07-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Just when you think you are happy, think again. Just when you think I'm happy... I'm tired.

2010-07-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

if letting go of the person who loves you enough not to let go, was letting go of yourself. what is it again, say again?

2010-07-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

as anyone would have told you, first are very important. I know that too... Looking out where I am right now, I feel so unfamiliar with my surroundings now. Then again, why do I feel that way? If I make up my mind, I have till year end. (:

fml

2010-06-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

for my love, f my life... 想法很乱　幻觉太多疑虑很大　直到说不清楚心算太慢　但仍然算错找对人　偏错过(repeat*)直到开始想喜欢我　直到终于不喜欢我直到碰上一个　逃避一个追不上　躲不过直到开始找不到我　直到终于不想找我直到你擦身过　才认得我彼此也在折磨　像当初

2010-06-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

nothing at all. today, something hurts... fml I better go do my eye mask and sleep like now.

learn part I

2010-06-20T01:23:00.000+08:00

people lie for many reason. One of which, is to stop making things more worst.Yet the greatest lie of all, is lying to yourself...

one day...

2010-06-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

Is this right? If not, will you tell me the right way then? Learn, my dear, learn...Learn to be happy :)

2010-06-12T20:46:00.005+08:00

How's life?? I've been wanting ask you. I hope life's treating you well. Like I'm trying to, myself. :)My throat's been a pain but I am gettiing on...Just a few more months to go, jiayou! :)

2010-06-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

been sick since last thursday, I hope I get well soon... it's like building something up gradually and watching it fall apart.nobody cares to move... if it ain't love, what is it? and when he finally moved her, she said "let's move on". I guess, this is it.

2010-05-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

It's all a matter of time. If you remember how it hurts, you'll forget how to heal. Let it be that no one's perfect, I'll be here to face it but I'm always there. For you. sweet dreams, nights.

2010-05-26T00:18:00.004+08:00

I don't miss you.

memories that belong...

2010-05-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

I'm curious about you, the one I met on my 15th birthday. I remember those 15 silly birthday presents & the cake that became the ants' dinner for your 16th birthday. Just when I got to know more, you left. I met someone else but that didn't make me forget, we got together on 20/07/2005, you left the following day for school. All that valentine's day little gifts but we never got to celebrate my

2010-05-20T21:48:00.001+08:00

don't you know? true love will manifest in times of need.maybe that's why...hai. still getting butterflies once in awhile ??

2010-05-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

some wounds never heal dear.

:'(

2010-05-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

男人說謊, 是让自己好过女人說謊, 是让对方好过"men lie to make themselves feel better, women lie to make the other party feel better."now I'm starting to understand why the very two person, so in love, cannot be together. it's like a wishing well, someone throws a coin in and the other spends the rest of her life making it happen, painstakingly.but I guess, willing... and you??

2010-05-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

if things that already happened was a mistake,then today was the second =xtake me away............ *snap*I'm no princess so there ain't fairy tale. fml.

2010-05-11T22:46:00.004+08:00

I think of you, I think of the past when you had exams.I think of the way I show concern but I don't know how to show concern anymore.wei qu ni le, good night. hai.

2010-05-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

yeahhhhhhhhh......... one down. one more!! addoil :)) Whatever I saw, that was love. It is sweet, good night mate :)

sshhh... hear me say

2010-05-06T20:58:00.001+08:00

you mean till now you still haven't discover the secret??good luck my friend... There's so many time I've let you downSo many times I played around I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thingEvery place I go, I think of youEvery song I sing, I sing for youWhen I come back, I'll .... .... ....... .... :)

2010-05-04T02:32:00.005+08:00

Just another self-destruction mode friend, then again... who cares?? Like going to the airport, things just doesn't feel the same anymore.but appreciate whatever you say to have make things better ya. :)I'm heartless but not that heartless la =x maybe that's why this is what I deserve... hai

只为爱上你, 安静了

2010-05-01T22:30:00.004+08:00

只有我了解这幸福感觉, 美得值得去付出一切能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你感谢我每滴眼泪, 只有你明白我有多珍贵好得值得你为我改变 ... 在这场爱情角力的拔河里爱我还是爱你, 你选择了自己...你说我给你太多却不能给我什么分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你**choose to post in chinese, because you won't really understand.and I get to rmb how I felt each day. win-win situation :)

one more...

2010-04-29T19:15:00.003+08:00

holding on doesn't mean having someone, letting go doesn't mean you'll be free. I can delete time and again what I've written, but it'll always be in my <3Nobody knows but myself... I guess this is life and the present is pain.Don't memorise, understand. How then memories be classified?

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

2010-04-26T15:34:00.001+08:00

This article was on FB: Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. In loving someone, we inspired to better ourselves in every way. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul. You will find when you have someone to love, that the face is less

2010-04-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

I just needed moral support & some love for me to carry on studying. Irregardless, I tried to make it through with you, didn't I?? So this is how it feels like when you miss someone...

Love is blind

2010-04-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

don't you just wished it was a mutual thing sometimes... Let's see how things goes tonight.

2010-04-22T03:28:00.005+08:00

won't see me shed a single tear :) I'll cry enough before seeing you.

never did, never would

2010-04-21T23:41:00.004+08:00

never put it to heart...it's no use you picking your best dress, if there ain't someone to appreciate it.go on......... I should have known, where I really really stand. :'(

2010-04-20T19:08:00.002+08:00

whoever said that letting go means freedom?? hai. * guns N' roses - don't cry *

2010-04-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

do you really know what you're doing?? two more weeks to exams... oh great. -.-sometime it feels like I don't understand... 已沒有藉口只能放手不敢奢求你說愛我

remember "talk to me"

2010-04-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

there's this song I searched, for almost a year, It's called talk to me Sometimes, I don't know what I'm doing.For I was happy but I've been the one looking for you. maybe it's just me who wants to stay close. I guess maybe I'm more of a trouble to you than joy?? =x

2010-04-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

so busy today. when I came back, saw FB with ten others who's feeling lousy最愛的人往往不是最後待在自己身邊的人,最愛的人也不是最愛自己的人... =x Really meh? I don't understand, why make love so complicated? 在一起开心就好

I hear it again

2010-04-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

If I could only be this happy ((((((((:, I hope you'll be that happy (((((((((:happier than I am in life... 他還不懂還是不懂離開是想要被挽留如果開口那只是我要來的溫柔I think exactly one month from now, I'll have a clearer picture of everything.Get a few lines off my checklist and maybe you'll be gone??Gone not because I forgotten about you, but because you got a new job and someone else to depend on.and that's when you

2010-04-11T10:28:00.003+08:00

Be nice while it lasts & I actually know whyDon't tie me down =x so tired sometimes... and I wished you were around to say everything's alright

silly or scheming

2010-04-10T22:38:00.004+08:00

Am I plain silly or just scheming??it all depends on how well you know me... (: only reason I struggle whether to help you is because I don't want to end up helping you get a job and someone else to depend on along the way. Such a dilemma and I end up making you angry. =x

你最珍贵

2010-04-07T20:28:00.006+08:00

没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点我学着在你爱里沉醉(我不撤退) 我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵 Love will make you shine, Maybe you don't realise but I will know... if you stay safe, you might not fail but neither can you succeed. If you're not going for it, I will... Now for myself, I think it's time I learn to love myself more then people will know how to love me back the same way. :) P.s: thanks for everything and dinner

2010-04-06T20:06:00.001+08:00

I'll be everything I am when you love me :)

and I guess

2010-04-05T18:43:00.003+08:00

that's when I really thought how things could have been if we're still together... sometimes, you make me wanna say "baby, let's stay together" but... even when I say anything wrong, you will forgive me right? let your mind do the making up of what happened after I wrote this.

Last Day in FMC =x

2010-04-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

Home already.........Today was the only day that I went to work but didn't work.All I did was bid goodbye to as many people as I can.There goes two years in just a blink, mixed feelings I guess.I hope someone can pat me on my shoulder, tell me what I have accomplished and say that I'm doing okay.

tired =x

2010-04-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

whether I update my blog or not. pretty sure you'll know, I care about you all the same. 原來我只是突然累了原來我不說了... study, STUDY... Jiayou!!

就想賴著妳...

2010-04-03T22:21:00.001+08:00

someone ever said; don't push me away when I happily come to you.I might not come by twice. I finally understood how it felt...when you call my heart stops beating, when you're gone it won't stop bleeding.I'm hearing what you say, so tell me, is that the truth?If I made prayers... then I hope you're my answer. P.S: the song is called hua sha http://top10pinyinlyrics.blogspot.com/2009/11/

when I say...

2010-04-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

I won't waste a single bit of effort...if I had to bring myself to hurt you one day.by saying something stupid like "I love you"I hope you'll know how dear you are to me one day :)

2010-04-02T22:36:00.003+08:00

today I actually spend 22 bucks getting movie tickets to a 2a.m. show.. so I cab down to hear Cineleisure management say "sorry the ticketing mentioned that the time is in 24-hr format, so there will be no refund" like -.-" LOL

2010-03-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

Clash of the Titans, anybody?? I don't like thinking. I wanna make you happy but I can't bear to see myself sad either. -.- so if you ask me... I don't wanna lose you

taking sides

2010-03-30T22:37:00.001+08:00

There's always two sides to everything right? Just a matter of how you see it.Think and you shall do it and I think can be happier without you...and when I start to care less, I will do less for you, think of you lesser..blah blah blah then I'm happy...... :)NOT, when will you/I ever understand this? I miss you la & I really want you around.Sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare. Either way I, don't

and nothing else.

2010-03-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

I think people need to stop assuming like they know what I want and end up giving me something else. -.-I know they meant well, but I have a temper too you know.So hard to control... ARGH!! I need to sleep, maybe I'll feel at peace then.maybe it's the same between us too...We always assume things, not knowing what we want, and end up hurting each other.I don't wanna hurt you or be hurt. but I

As I say...

2010-03-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

you cannot have a clear view when you're too ecstatic about things,keep your cool and you'll be able to see like never before. Valentine's Day Quote: "If you date a girl who's too good for you, Marry her." I think I love you, but I wasn't what I used to be the last few month when we were together. I knew how very well you dislike arguing, that's why I did it. I hope you'll understand one

2010-03-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

A blog is just a place that many things that took place were written.It's doesn't show the pain I feel, even if it does, being read by the wrong people, can be fatal to me.So, let put what's left of my mind to the class like now. The show must go on.

my heart will go on?

2010-03-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

Listening to "Promise Me - Beverly Craven" In my heart, whether the good or bad, sweet or sad there's no place like home and no one like you... :)Still got class tomorrow and two more weekends to burn. hur... -.-"and I know I'm on my own. =x

2010-03-26T19:00:00.002+08:00

super tired cause I'm so swarmed with work today =x30, 60 then 90 days...if people do change, then why didn't I??The movie Remember Me looks good, can we catch it together next week?

many many

2010-03-24T18:11:00.003+08:00

words are only words, I can't show you how I feel.Brain is not working, cannot think. I'm out of here.I'm going out, I'm going out now...

loves (:

2010-03-22T17:54:00.004+08:00

I feel so safe when I talk to him, it's like everything is back to normal.Like when anything happens I can always rely on him...but I can't be calling everyday right? I hope he can be happy, take my share of happiness and be as happy like you've never been.I couldn't recall the quotes I've seen in Valentine's Day. GrumpY!!Argh, but my head hurts already. Better save some brain cells so maybe I

saturday morning w/o ...

2010-03-20T11:17:00.005+08:00

when you left I lost a part of me, it's still so hard to believe.Come back baby please cause we belong together...By right, I should be studying.By left, I should go shopping.So by the night, I start thinking.Maybe I should go clubbing.Don't think, stop thinking... if you're happy you'll please everyone else. got it?

the day, the day it went away...

2010-03-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

Slept at 3am last night. Now, one down to worry, good thing.. and congrats (:I'm happy at all that I'm the first person you thought of this morning.reminds me of 2nd January, when you called, I could tell so you were very upsetI didn't show much concern because I thought that's the best for you but deep down, I worry.You're never alone but I am.I guess it was just my wishful thinking, you feel

women says

2010-03-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

女人說　多愛我一分鐘比給我什麼都有用你和我　相愛的每一天　都貴重女人說　記住我的溫柔〔忘了我嫉妒的時候〕今天起　不可以不管我　保護我有雨有風所以你要愛我好男人　如果你有心　看著我你愛不愛她她一定曉得我的心　等你一分鐘　聽你說

dislike rainy days

2010-03-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

It's another rainy day, just like my mood maybe?At least I finally attempt to study, so I can account to myself. :)Went to the library and had prata plus sushi for lunch! =pDinner time came and someone suggested Carl's Jr...I finally went to Carl's Jr after so long but not with my fave...Just got home awhile ago, I should sleep lest I can't wake up again -.-

finally (:

2010-03-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Looking back, I wasn't there when you graduated. Now, I'm not there either when you ord.I didn't blog not because I don't think, there isn't a single day that I'm too busy to spare a moment or two to think of you.I just didn't want you to worry about me...As you face new challenges, will you only think of me in the difficult times?Not important...Good night, congrats :)

ha, happy?

2010-03-07T11:37:00.003+08:00

I didn't reply last night, not because I'm unsure of whether I'll be unhappy without him.Because I know very well, I will never show such love to anyone, anymore.When you don't give love, how would you get that kind of happiness when they reciprocate the same way?Maybe I'm tired, maybe I'm scared. I don't know...I made it more than obvious that without you I'm not okay, since you don't wanna do

288th post, 72 days

2010-03-06T23:28:00.001+08:00

Pass by your house time and again, I sat by the bus stop...thinking back on how we used to listen to our favourite songs and wait for the bus that takes forever.I wish the bus never came so we could sit there just doing all the silly things.I never told you, it already made my day (:When the night falls, just passing by the same old road...I remember how we used to walk to bukit timah for our

Man vs Women

2010-03-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

Guys are always looking for the love of their life, Women go for guys who love them likewiseThat doesn't mean they love them the same, and usually lesser.So they don't think likewise for almost anything and therefore it's left unspoken of.so man and women are actually different. hmmm..somebody tell me if I can quit studying and quit love now?even if it means I'll never be the happiest person

today is friday..TGIF?

2010-03-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Just got home... tired, even my colleagues says I look tired.and I realisecan I call to say goodnight?maybe not.I have dreams in life, but I hope I won't dream tonight.good, night...

2010-03-03T17:58:00.003+08:00

I just want to stay by your side,be that someone special to take care of you andwatch your every smile when you complete something in life.

2010-03-02T18:13:00.002+08:00

Honestly, if you ask me, I am not angry.Even if I am, how does it matter to you anyway?I am just disappointed in you, you are never the old you anymore.That's why I'm... never mind.going out now, hopefully, this will lighten things up for me a little, cheers (:

to whoever who thinks he deserves my very attention

2010-03-01T21:38:00.005+08:00

I really don't like the way you give attention to every single soul on your facebook except me.First you add them, then you like their status and start giving comments.Maybe you've been flirting with them for all I know, maybe I don't know who you are in the first place.I do things, yes, but to a limit, because I know I love you...I hate the way you are right now, is that what you meant by doing

我不想忘记你

2010-02-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

我努力想起你笑着哭泣让自己深爱你再学会放弃我不想忘记你就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心我努力想起你苦也没关系用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定虽然艰辛我不说对不起一个人不懂什么是拥有两个人不懂怎么把握越在乎就越脆弱爱将我们高高举起以后I want to remember the good and bad.I want to remember the happy and sad.I want to remember you and me.I want to remember that I love you.

2010-02-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

should I go clubbing later?? =x

63 days ago...

2010-02-26T00:19:00.001+08:00

This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending.No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending...This is the way that we love, Like it's forever.Then live the rest of our life, but not together.2 mths ago, this timing... =x

I passed my driving!! =p

2010-02-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

I will remember today and I'm happy that you thought of me at all (:Anyway, sometimes I am more than certain that things I do for youwas always for your own good.You're the only person who made me want to be selfless to anyone at all.I miss you, happily (:

miss

2010-02-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

I miss you, but you don't miss me right?! ha...think I should sleep early to compensate yesterday's late night.Besides I've got something big going on tml, wish me luck :)I feel like carl's jr. , anybody?

hello dear boy (:

2010-02-21T02:19:00.003+08:00

if you can even find this, and read it one day...I'm happy for you, because the miracle you once told me..happened again, pat on your shoulder (:All these post, might or might not be true. depends on how you see them..but one thing for sure I must tell you.You might not give me all the happiness I want YET,but you always make me feel safe and I trusted you.So tell me, when I don't feel safe how

anybody there?

2010-02-21T02:01:00.003+08:00

Does anyone even read or understand what I say?Does anyone even care why I am writing all this?Shall I ask him? Shall I not? but I know he doesn't care.They say one day I'll pass all this... ONE DAY -.-I can control my sms, my action, my tears and emotionI actually fear my bed because I can't fall asleepbut when I do, I can't help but dream of you...and it's so sweet that I actually don't wanna

2010-02-13T22:35:00.001+08:00

if letting you go makes you happy, I will...

console me, somebody...

2010-02-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it feels like no one understands, I don't even know why I do the things I do.All I know is that I trusted you, trusted you that you'll make my life better.I didn't know you'll be the one to leave me in the lurch just like that...Because you once told me you can be mean and hurt anyone but will never be the one to hurt me.

craze...

2010-02-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

I try so hard to fill up my time when I'm awake.I cannot and shall not contact you, like I promised.I wake up each and everyday to think of you and dream each and every night about you.. This is bad, honestly.what keeps me going is that you are somewhere out there safe and sound and enjoy all the freedom you could possibly have...Whatever makes you happy makes my day, even if it pains me so much,

dearest pain

2010-02-08T17:50:00.004+08:00

For once I wish to be alone... I don't wanna put my trust on anyone anymore.who can understand that kind of immerse pain that I'm going through right this moment?All I ever wanted was to be with you forever and ever baby.but I guess you don't see things the same way like I do now...p.s: going school myself now, tata peeps (:

2010-02-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

somebody tell me why I think of you and you don't seem to miss me?? =xAnd it really doesn't matter that we don't eatAnd it really doesn't matter if we never sleepNo it really doesn't matter, really doesn't matter at allCoz we are so young now, we are so young, so young nowAnd when tommorow comes, we can do it all againWe are chasin' the moonJust running wild and freeWe are following throughEvery

dreaming of you

2010-02-07T20:57:00.003+08:00

I kept dreaming... but of course in my dreams he's still the same old him.still as loving as always in his own way.I forgot when's the last time he said I love you but I really miss those days...I hear the song by Alicia Keys - Trying sleeping with a broken heartEspecially can relate to this part ...Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart? Well, you could try sleeping in my bed Lonely,

2010-02-03T13:54:00.002+08:00

Having a flu, just took medication and I'm feeling a little drowsy.Maybe I should nap awhile.And I really miss you, so what should I do again? =x

you're still the one

2010-01-23T09:47:00.001+08:00

It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you But when we are apart, I feel it tooAnd no matter what I do, I feel the painwith or without you Baby I don't understandJust why we can't be loversThings are getting out of handTrying too much, but baby we can't winBaby don't misunderstandWhat I'm trying to tell yaIn the corner of my mindBaby, it feels like we are running out of timeTearin' up my heart

A Little - Walsh Harris

2010-01-16T11:04:00.005+08:00

A song I came upon my phone, probably download it somewhere, somehow or another.whatever it is, just wanna share the lyrics here, Enjoys (:A little piece of meIt's a little piece of youA little taste of summer, A taste is so so trueYou were the first one that I keep in my lifeA little piece of sunshine, It's summer...Hold me, Love me and Trust meSo all I wanna hear you sayKiss me, Feel me so